New Face

Hey everyone!!

Im the new face of Hotti for the iphone
Its only .99 to download, so download it now!!!!!!!!!

More great News

I swear with all the bad a disappointing news that has been going on the last 6 months with my health, I have never had such great business news all happen within a couple months.
So for the good news, my site is under negotiations for a buy out. So that means the content will be bought and put on another site. On top of the buy out, I'm trying to get my people to negotiate a percentage of sales each month as well, but we will see how it goes. So it will be nice not to run the site anymore (which I haven't done in a few months) I'm getting older and it has served it purpose. Its time to pass the torch to the younger sexier girls! I have always been a private person, so it will be great not to "exploit" myself anymore (I'm wont sugar coat it)

You get a certain age, with a few life experiences and you look at things different.
Most people don't know is the reason why I got into this business in the first place was that I was a young widowed mother with a high school education, that didn't want to abandon my son for a 40 hour a week job that by the time I get home I have nothing left for my son. He lost his father, and I didn't want my son to have a part time mother. So what was I suppose to do? I needed to make quick money, and I wanted to give my son the things, and the time, that no one gave to me growing up.
Most people don't stop to think why people do what they do, or how they got to the place they are today. They have always been quick to judge, and that's ok, it weeds out the people I prefer not to be around. Funny thing is, I don't want to be around anyone much, most people end up disappointing me anyway, and that goes for family as well.

The "Good News" blog turned into a rant LOL!!!
But hey, like I have said in the past this blog is like therapy for me.
Who knows maybe someone will learn something and not be quick to judge someone for what they do (or did) for work. After all it doesnt defy who we are as people, its the good one does for another person that defys who we are.

So be good and God bless!!!

Great News

OK so here is the good news!!
I'm now the pinup for the XBox Battlestation Pacific game now in stores.
Its a huge honor to be picked for this, I'm so excited :)

I also picked up my darling baby kitty. His name is Da Moochie this is the last time I'm changing his name I promise LOL :)
Lets see what else, I got another chemical peel, the one I did a couple weeks ago wasn't deep enough. I think this one is going to make a difference.

OK everyone, I have to jump in the shower...have a great day!!

Doctors Update

Went to the doctors yesterday and got some good news and bad news.
The good news is that they don't need to replace the valve anytime soon, and that he wants me to take something called magnesium oxide and to drink 5 bottles of water a day so my valves don't stick as bad. The bad news is that instead of having one bad valve I have 2 bad valves, which now explains why my heart goes into arrhythmia.
Every 6 months for the rest of my life I have to go in and see my cardiologist,so I get to make a new life long friend!!
With the news I got yesterday, it now gives me more incentive to stick with the healthy organic eating I have been doing for the last few months. My kiddo has even started taking to it as well which makes me extremely happy.

So there ya have it, the mystery is solved!!

Lets see what else....next week I get my peel, so that means I will look yucky for a good week. I hate getting these peels because you cant go anywhere without having everyone stare at you like your a mutant, plus the sun will burn the crap out of your face just from walking from the house to the car. It literally takes seconds and your face feels like someone is holding a lighter to your skin. So going out is out of the question. However, I love the results of the peel though. Your skin tone is even, tight, smooth, and you cant see any pores, not to mention how young it makes you look too :)

Yesterday and today its been raining like crazy, so I'm going to curl up in my favorite chair with my apple slices and watch Bride Wars, I hear its suppose to be really cute.

Hope you all have a great weekend!

Got Cancelled on!

I was suppose to go into the doctors last Friday, but of course they call me on Thursday and say they have to reschedule...whatever! I'm guessing if it was all that bad they would have had me in there a lot sooner. So I'm guessing their going to put me on medication at worse. Still feeling great though, still eating healthy, still not smoking, BUT I did break down and buy a diet Rock Star. I was really dragging ass yesterday around noon and I still had so much to do, so I did, I pulled into a liquor store and got one. However, I didn't drink the whole thing, I only had half!
I don't think I told you all but my house did sell, unfortunately is sold for way less than what I owed on it, but what can you do? I did make the best financial decision doing that I have squirreled away so much frickin money....wished I did it sooner to tell you the truth LOL!!! Its all done with and that's the most important part:)

My sister and her family are coming up this Thursday to stay with me and celebrate Easter. I don't know whats going on but my Jewish sister celebrated Christmas and now Easter? Don't get me wrong I don't mind, but I hope it doesn't become too confusing for their children.

New member of the family coming soon. I'm getting another Sphynx kitten at the end of May!! I cant wait he is the cutest little thing! Since I have only seen pictures of him I'm having a real hard time coming up with a name for the little guy, so if you have any suggestions for a name let me know.

Hope you all have a great day

Happy Friday!

Hello everyone! I went to the doctors on Tuesday for my ultra sound and all that fun stuff. I was really nervous to begin with so by the time they got me hooked to all the wires up my rate was at 123bpm just sitting there. So anyway they tell me to lay on my back, and as I suspected here comes the irregular heart rhythm (which is good) then they turn me on my side and I'm trying not to watch what was on the screen so I don't get anymore anxiety. Then, they turn something on and you can hear your heart beat and also the blood going through your body which is very fast and loud.
My doctor must had had surround sound in that frickin office. Of course that freaks me out too, not to mention my heart is beating of key and my doctor keeps clicking the keyboard on the computer, which makes me believe the more this man is clicking, the more he is finding things wrong (my messed up thinking process)

Now they throw me on the treadmill, and I have to walk with a huge incline for 15 minutes. So I'm on the treadmill hooked up with the TV monitor right in front of me and I can see everything, blood pressure, my heart rhythm, heart rate. Out of 3 levels I did 2 of them only because I started panicking feeling and seeing my heart go over 170. Then I have to quickly jump off and go lay on my side again while the do another ultra sound! So after all that they put a holter monitor on me for 24 hours.
I have another appointment on the 3rd of April and they will tell me what they are going to with me then!

Lets see what else.....I had a hair appointment today....and yes I went darker!!!!
Nothing much going on this weekend, I have the night to myself so Im going to hang out with my friend but tomorrow my friend is going to South America so I have to drop him off at the airport early, so much for sleeping in :)

Hope you all have a great weekend!!!

God Bless

Doctors Visit

I went to the doctor a couple days ago, and basically he thinks it might be a problem with my Mitral valve. The flap apparently is not working correctly or getting stuck. So what does this mean for me? I wont know until they give me a ultra sound to see how severe it is. I really love this cardiologist because he took the time to educate me on the valve, told me possible options, and was just real blunt with me.
So until I go to my ultra sound I got to take it easy, no stress, no caffeine, and keep the beats down below 120bpm

Its been 24 days of no caffeine and no smoking!! Eating organic is a bit more expensive but I have learned real quick you cant put a price on health, plus I feel great and have a more energy then I use to (too bad I have to take it easy)

Tomorrow we are celebrating my grandmother 86Th birthday at my sisters house, so today I'm baking cupcakes and using fondant to make leaves and flowers to put on top.
I have never done anything creative like that before, so if it doesnt turn out nice Im going to call my mother Martha Stewart and have her do it (I didnt get the craft gene)

Have a great weekend everyone and God bless!