New Face

Hey everyone!!

Im the new face of Hotti for the iphone
Its only .99 to download, so download it now!!!!!!!!!

More great News

I swear with all the bad a disappointing news that has been going on the last 6 months with my health, I have never had such great business news all happen within a couple months.
So for the good news, my site is under negotiations for a buy out. So that means the content will be bought and put on another site. On top of the buy out, I'm trying to get my people to negotiate a percentage of sales each month as well, but we will see how it goes. So it will be nice not to run the site anymore (which I haven't done in a few months) I'm getting older and it has served it purpose. Its time to pass the torch to the younger sexier girls! I have always been a private person, so it will be great not to "exploit" myself anymore (I'm wont sugar coat it)

You get a certain age, with a few life experiences and you look at things different.
Most people don't know is the reason why I got into this business in the first place was that I was a young widowed mother with a high school education, that didn't want to abandon my son for a 40 hour a week job that by the time I get home I have nothing left for my son. He lost his father, and I didn't want my son to have a part time mother. So what was I suppose to do? I needed to make quick money, and I wanted to give my son the things, and the time, that no one gave to me growing up.
Most people don't stop to think why people do what they do, or how they got to the place they are today. They have always been quick to judge, and that's ok, it weeds out the people I prefer not to be around. Funny thing is, I don't want to be around anyone much, most people end up disappointing me anyway, and that goes for family as well.

The "Good News" blog turned into a rant LOL!!!
But hey, like I have said in the past this blog is like therapy for me.
Who knows maybe someone will learn something and not be quick to judge someone for what they do (or did) for work. After all it doesnt defy who we are as people, its the good one does for another person that defys who we are.

So be good and God bless!!!

Great News

OK so here is the good news!!
I'm now the pinup for the XBox Battlestation Pacific game now in stores.
Its a huge honor to be picked for this, I'm so excited :)

I also picked up my darling baby kitty. His name is Da Moochie this is the last time I'm changing his name I promise LOL :)
Lets see what else, I got another chemical peel, the one I did a couple weeks ago wasn't deep enough. I think this one is going to make a difference.

OK everyone, I have to jump in the shower...have a great day!!

Doctors Update

Went to the doctors yesterday and got some good news and bad news.
The good news is that they don't need to replace the valve anytime soon, and that he wants me to take something called magnesium oxide and to drink 5 bottles of water a day so my valves don't stick as bad. The bad news is that instead of having one bad valve I have 2 bad valves, which now explains why my heart goes into arrhythmia.
Every 6 months for the rest of my life I have to go in and see my cardiologist,so I get to make a new life long friend!!
With the news I got yesterday, it now gives me more incentive to stick with the healthy organic eating I have been doing for the last few months. My kiddo has even started taking to it as well which makes me extremely happy.

So there ya have it, the mystery is solved!!

Lets see what else....next week I get my peel, so that means I will look yucky for a good week. I hate getting these peels because you cant go anywhere without having everyone stare at you like your a mutant, plus the sun will burn the crap out of your face just from walking from the house to the car. It literally takes seconds and your face feels like someone is holding a lighter to your skin. So going out is out of the question. However, I love the results of the peel though. Your skin tone is even, tight, smooth, and you cant see any pores, not to mention how young it makes you look too :)

Yesterday and today its been raining like crazy, so I'm going to curl up in my favorite chair with my apple slices and watch Bride Wars, I hear its suppose to be really cute.

Hope you all have a great weekend!

Got Cancelled on!

I was suppose to go into the doctors last Friday, but of course they call me on Thursday and say they have to reschedule...whatever! I'm guessing if it was all that bad they would have had me in there a lot sooner. So I'm guessing their going to put me on medication at worse. Still feeling great though, still eating healthy, still not smoking, BUT I did break down and buy a diet Rock Star. I was really dragging ass yesterday around noon and I still had so much to do, so I did, I pulled into a liquor store and got one. However, I didn't drink the whole thing, I only had half!
I don't think I told you all but my house did sell, unfortunately is sold for way less than what I owed on it, but what can you do? I did make the best financial decision doing that I have squirreled away so much frickin money....wished I did it sooner to tell you the truth LOL!!! Its all done with and that's the most important part:)

My sister and her family are coming up this Thursday to stay with me and celebrate Easter. I don't know whats going on but my Jewish sister celebrated Christmas and now Easter? Don't get me wrong I don't mind, but I hope it doesn't become too confusing for their children.

New member of the family coming soon. I'm getting another Sphynx kitten at the end of May!! I cant wait he is the cutest little thing! Since I have only seen pictures of him I'm having a real hard time coming up with a name for the little guy, so if you have any suggestions for a name let me know.

Hope you all have a great day

Happy Friday!

Hello everyone! I went to the doctors on Tuesday for my ultra sound and all that fun stuff. I was really nervous to begin with so by the time they got me hooked to all the wires up my rate was at 123bpm just sitting there. So anyway they tell me to lay on my back, and as I suspected here comes the irregular heart rhythm (which is good) then they turn me on my side and I'm trying not to watch what was on the screen so I don't get anymore anxiety. Then, they turn something on and you can hear your heart beat and also the blood going through your body which is very fast and loud.
My doctor must had had surround sound in that frickin office. Of course that freaks me out too, not to mention my heart is beating of key and my doctor keeps clicking the keyboard on the computer, which makes me believe the more this man is clicking, the more he is finding things wrong (my messed up thinking process)

Now they throw me on the treadmill, and I have to walk with a huge incline for 15 minutes. So I'm on the treadmill hooked up with the TV monitor right in front of me and I can see everything, blood pressure, my heart rhythm, heart rate. Out of 3 levels I did 2 of them only because I started panicking feeling and seeing my heart go over 170. Then I have to quickly jump off and go lay on my side again while the do another ultra sound! So after all that they put a holter monitor on me for 24 hours.
I have another appointment on the 3rd of April and they will tell me what they are going to with me then!

Lets see what else.....I had a hair appointment today....and yes I went darker!!!!
Nothing much going on this weekend, I have the night to myself so Im going to hang out with my friend but tomorrow my friend is going to South America so I have to drop him off at the airport early, so much for sleeping in :)

Hope you all have a great weekend!!!

God Bless

Doctors Visit

I went to the doctor a couple days ago, and basically he thinks it might be a problem with my Mitral valve. The flap apparently is not working correctly or getting stuck. So what does this mean for me? I wont know until they give me a ultra sound to see how severe it is. I really love this cardiologist because he took the time to educate me on the valve, told me possible options, and was just real blunt with me.
So until I go to my ultra sound I got to take it easy, no stress, no caffeine, and keep the beats down below 120bpm

Its been 24 days of no caffeine and no smoking!! Eating organic is a bit more expensive but I have learned real quick you cant put a price on health, plus I feel great and have a more energy then I use to (too bad I have to take it easy)

Tomorrow we are celebrating my grandmother 86Th birthday at my sisters house, so today I'm baking cupcakes and using fondant to make leaves and flowers to put on top.
I have never done anything creative like that before, so if it doesnt turn out nice Im going to call my mother Martha Stewart and have her do it (I didnt get the craft gene)

Have a great weekend everyone and God bless!

Contract with IPhone

Good news today we are going to contract with the new iPhone application called iTease in the next month or so. It will be like those funny nudie pens that you turn upside down and the clothes come off the girl, you flip the iPhone over and the dress comes off of me and reveals the bikini...how much fun is that!?
Here is the sneak peak of one of the pictures that will be on iTease :)

Going to the cardiologist Tuesday so as soon as I know, I will keep you all posted.

Hope you all have a great weekend

Sexy Girls Next Door

I just got off the phone this morning with my friend Ric Moore who is a photographer for Playboy. He let me know that our pictures are in this months Sexy Girls Next Door which are on newsstands now! I was such a pain in the ass when I was working with him on this shoot because I kept bitching that I didn't want to shoot outside in natural light ( it shows every ripple, dent, you name it) but he kept joking with me while we were shooting which kept me laughing, so it all worked out great!

Hope you like the pictures as much as I do

Make sure you pick up your copy!!!

Thanksgiving pictures

Thanksgiving turned out wonderful! I had 32 people show up and everyone helped out so the cooking went smooth. We deep fried one of the turkeys, and I have to honest, I was a little nervous because I heard a lot of horror stories about deep frying.
So when it was time to do it we took the turkey out to the garage and waited for the oil to heat up. When my uncle put the turkey in a ton of peanut oil just pored out of the pot and on to the garage floor. That's what I have heard that starts the fire so I has really nervous. Thank God nothing happened to the garage!

YES.... I did go out for "black Friday" to much fuss over things you can pick up on the internet just as cheap. Needless to say I wont be doing that little escapade again!! I pretty much have all my Christmas shopping done, so last few days I have been putting away Thanksgiving and getting all my Christmas thing up... YAH!!!!!
My sister and her family will be staying with me on the 23rd through the 28th.
I haven't celebrated Christmas with my sister since she converted into Judaism so that will be fun!

Thats all in my life....for right now :)

Halloween Pics

Besides the old hefers in the neighborhood staring at me because I was hanging around MY house to pass out candy, we had a pretty good time! I don't know if it was because I had to stand outside to pass out candy (theres no furniture in my house) or because of the rain, but it wasn't as good as a Halloween as last year! Last year I must had had over 100 trick or treaters. My neighbors were coming over because they ran out of candy...it was CRAZY!! There wasn't a lot of people this year. Goes to show you, when I moved out, it all went down hill baby LOL!!

Once I went next door to my girl Dee's house then it was a lot better. She had about 9 people there, we had a few drinks, watched a movie, and I ate until I couldn't eat no more! They make the best food over there and I cant stop eating because it tastes sooooo good! Half way home it really started to rain, so once I got home I got in my P.Js crawled into bed and watched Halloween. I don't know which one, but it was with Jamie Lee Curtis when she was older. I think I watched about 15 minutes then I got really scared. I live on several acres in a older home so I hear all these noises I'm not use to, plus the rain didn't help either LOL!!

Well everyone, I have to go hit the books, got my test on Tuesday!!

What a crazy week!!

Last Friday my sister came up from L.A to celebrate a late Rosh Hashnanah (thank goodness it wasn't Yom Kippur) which I was very honored being that is considered a high holiday. We had a great time catching on all the family drama/gossip. Sunday she left so I ran to my plastic surgeon to get my bi-monthly shots. Mind you on Wednesday I started my retin-a treatment for 3 days so I finished the process on Saturday.

I go to my surgeons on Sunday and he starts to put this numbing topical on my face so the shots don't hurt as bad. 3 seconds after he puts the topical on my face its starts to feel like its on fire!!
I'm trying to stay calm and not make a stink, so finally after 10 minutes he takes the topical off and administers the shots and I go home. When I get home, my son is running a temperature and has a massive headache.I take care of him, finish up what I need to do around the house and go to bed.

I wake up the next morning and my face around my eyes are swollen and scabbed up.... THIS IS MY LUCK PEOPLE! My kiddo still has a headache and fever (going on for almost 24 hours) take care of him all Monday. Tuesday my face is looking a little better, but my son still has a headache and fever (almost 48 hours) so I call my friend that's a primary care physician. I'm telling him my sons symptoms and he says "this isn't normal, there a small possibility that he could have meningitis because hes showing signs of it" that was enough for me to fly him to the ER, (here goes my rant) I went in on Tuesday at 6:00pm the ER looked like it was a fricking Friday night!! Hardly any place to sit and 95% I'm sure didn't have health insurance (most looked homeless) Before you all think what a bitch, let me tell you, I pay almost 600.00 a month to have coverage for my son and I. I don't know about you all but that's a lot of money that I don't have now a days. However, these people are getting medical care for free? Hell, why am I paying then? OK, that's my bitch!! :)

Now back to my baby.....turns out he had a bad sinus infection that was causing the headache, fever and neck stiffness.....poor baby!

As for my face, I'm sure I have another week until I look normal again LOL :)

So there you have it, my crazy week!!

Having fun!

It was so beautiful on Saturday I took my sons quad (I think that's how you spell it) and went riding around my property. My son is grounded for 2 weeks because he brought home 1 D on his religion test, and another D on his literature test, so he got to watch me ride his quad!
Things are going great! First, I got 3 offers on my other home so hopefully it goes through and I can dump it. Second, my grandmother is doing so much better, and third, I get to shoot for my site tomorrow at this incredible place! This place is so unbelievably beautiful the backyard looks like a tropical paradise, so I cant wait to see how the pictures and videos turn out!

I am taking my test again in 2 weeks, I swear if I fail again I don't know what I'm going to do! One person I know said it took her 6 times to pass it and other people I know took it once and passed. As always I will keep you all informed one way or another

One more thing I'm pretty excited about....my "friend" is a plastic surgeon so I get to go in the O.R and watch him do a face lift on Friday....IS THAT COOL OR WHAT!
I wish I could take pictures, but obviously I cant :(

Hope you all are having a great night!!

Oh Well!!!

I checked my mail yesterday and got the state letter to inform me that I didn't pass my test. They broke it down into categories, I scored highest in law, and contacts I did the worst. Oh well I guess I'm really going to have to keep my nose in the books and put my confidence away until I pass.
So there is the update on my test. My grandmother went back to the hospital on Thursday to get a pacemaker put in, her heart rate was at 34 bpm (that's so crazy) and now its 72bpm She has a lot of energy, is talking very clearly, and is starting to be opinionated.....SHES BACK!!!

My baby is coming down with a cold so I get to take care of him and baby him, that's one of the best parts of being a mom!!!

Hope you all have a great weekend

Just a update

Just a few updates, I had a birthday party for my son last Saturday and had 26 kids show up. It was my sons first co-ed party. I rented that inflatable jousting ring, and a bungee run, for a little while all of the kids were having fun with that in the front yard, then of course they got hot.....and then came the swimming!
All of those kids went running into the pool and it looked like a college pool party on Spring break! The boys were throwing and pushing the girls in the pool, screaming, splashing, and destroying my pool toys!! These are suppose to be well behaved Catholic school children.....NOT!!!

I have to say something about these little girls though, even when I was 18 I was never that developed, it took me a few procedures, and have a kid to get what these girls had naturally. Its insane what 11 and 12 year old girls look like!

Anyway, I took my state test last Thursday on the 11Th. I have to be honest, I don't think I passes at all!! I really studied, but I don't think it was good enough. I will find out in a few days and of course I will let you all know.
A couple of you have asked me to post pictures of the place and I'm sorry I just now got to it. Everything has really bloomed late including my little vineyard, but the graped taste amazing!!

Until next time!!

I made my appointment for my test

Just a little update on whats been going on for the past couple of weeks!
First I made a appointment to take my state test, that's THE test to get my license.
I will be taking that the first week of September!!!
Second, I had my annual family reunion at my house this last Saturday. I have to say it was pretty emotional! All of the people that attend this reunion are from my bio dads side. My parents have been divorced for about 20 years now. Long story short, my bio dad for the past 6 years has dismissed everyone in his life (even his own mother) so being that I was having this shin dig at my house I told my mom that she should come and she did. Remember my mom hasn't seen any of these people in 20 years, so when my mom showed it was a tearful reunion and a lot of things were talked about and smoothed over.

I have personally been working to get my whole family back together (except my bio dad) for over 6 years now! Needless to say my work is done!!!!!!

My baby starts school tomorrow, I already got his uniforms but now I have to pick up his school supplies and get his haircut. I have been letting him grow it out since May, and its so long! If the Father saw him it would be a definite suspension until he got it cut. So now I'm off to Target to get his stuff :)

Until Next Time

Giusto un piccolo aggiornamento su ciò che è stato continuare per il paio di settimane passato! Dapprima ho fatto un appuntamento per portare il mio test di stato, ciò è IL test prendere la mia licenza. Porterò che la prima settimana di settembre!!! Secondo, ho avuto la mia riunione di famiglia annuale alla mia casa questo sabato scorso. Devo dire che era bell'emotivo! Tutte le persone che assistono a questa riunione sono dai miei babbi di bio parteggia. I miei genitori sono stati divorziati per di 20 anni ora. La storia lunga breve, il mio babbo di bio per il passato 6 anni tutti ha congedati nella sua vita (anche sua propria madre) è così che avevo questo shin scava alla mia casa ho detto la mia mamma che dovrebbe venire e ha fatto. Ricordare la mia mamma non ha visto qualunque di queste persone in 20 anni, così quando la mia mamma ha mostrato era una riunione in lacrime e molte cose erano circa parlate e hanno sistemato.

Ho lavorato personalmente a prendere la mia famiglia intera di nuovo insieme (eccetto il mio babbo di bio) per sopra 6 anni ora! Inutile per dire che il mio lavoro è fatto! !!!!!

Il mio bambino comincia la scuola domani, ho preso già il suo uniforme ma ora devo raccogliere le sue provviste di scuola e prende il suo taglio di capelli. Lo sono stato lasciato cresce esso fuori da maggio, e suo così lungo! Se il Padre l'ha visto sarebbe una sospensione definitiva finché l'ha preso ha tagliato. Dunque ora sono via Mirare a per prendere le sue cose:)

Fino al Prossimo Tempo

I PASSED!!

I just wanted to let you all know that I passed all 3 of my tests!! Now I need to make a appointment to take my state test... YAH!!!! Im so excited yet really nervous from all the stories I have heard about how the state test is designed to make you fail.

I was outside yesterday playing with my camera, what a difference it makes as far as the lighting just moving around a couple feet. Today I was looking at more homes on the computer to possibly buy, in Texas you can buy a hell of a home for under 400k
Im telling you, after seeing that, Im really thinking about moving in a few years.

Hope you all have a great weekend
Until next time

Ho voluto lasciare appena voi tutti sanno che sono passato tutto 3 dei miei test!! Ora devo fare un appuntamento per portare il mio test di stato... YAH! !!! L'Im ha eccitato così ancora realmente nervoso da tutte le storie che ho sentito di come il test di stato è disegnato per farla fallisce.

Ero fuori giocando ieri con la mia macchina fotografica, che la mia differenza fa per quanto l'illuminazione giusta movendo intorno uni piedi di coppia. Oggi guardavo più case sul computer forse per comprare, in Texas lei può comprare un inferno di una casa per sotto 400k dire di Im lei, dopo vedere ciò, Im pensando realmente di muove tra pochi anni.

Sperare che voi tutti hanno un grande fine settimana

Proud Mama!!!

I have to boast about my new baby chicken!!! My mother has chickens at her house and one of her hens laid 7 eggs. 4 of them hatched and there was no action with the other 3 eggs. We were told that the chicks probably died or didn't develop inside the egg. So my mom and I took the eggs and held on to them for a few days. One egg hatched and we put the new chick in with the mother and the baby chicks. So now we have 2 eggs, the following day we heard chirping inside the egg. A few hours later the chick was out of the egg and we TRIED to put it in with the mommy chicken but she started pecking, stepping, and throwing this poor baby chick around. I knew she was going to kill it, so I took the chicken and stayed 3 days with him. I taught him how to eat, drink, and scratch :)

This little guy is the cutest thing! It follows me around, and even takes naps with me. I love him soooo much!! I named him or her (wont know for awhile) chicken. I swear chicken is just like a real pet, he knows my voice and he is such a lover!
The 3rd egg hatched a few days later, however the baby chick couldn't walk and died 4 days later, so we buried him at my ranch.

So there ya all have it!!!

Until next time

Google Earth Pictures

Here are a couple images of my new house from Google Earth.
Looks like a frickin compound!!!!

MOVING!!!

Hey everyone!

Lots of things happening in my life, for one I'm getting ready to move in 30 days!
Its about 25 miles from my soon to be old house. However, I'm so excited about this move, you have no idea!! To get out of this neighborhood filled of nothing but backstabbing evil drama. I can already feel the weight lifted off my shoulders.
30 days cant come soon enough! I learned that most of the women here are terribly insure and incurably unhappy. I think it is so sad to know that there are people like that in the world and nothing will ever make them change. I would hate to live my life like that!!

So let me tell you about my new home!! Its on 20 acres, 2 story, 6 bedrooms 4 baths, 2 kitchens, pool, cottage, vineyard, and a barn!!
I will post a picture of it when I move in, but the photo shoots are endless at this place. I'm thinking about renting it out to some of the photographers I know.
Needless to say this month will be quite busy for me. I will to my best to keep up on my galleries and my blog. If I fall a little behind you know there is a good reason for it :)

Hope you all have a fabulous weekend!!!!

Until next time

xxxx
Adel